Showers pounding out a new beat

Fri, 31 Mar 2006 01:02:56 GMT

i don't like the fact the a lot of people i don't like probably read this. i made a new journal and made i friends only, so add that one instead.

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Thu, 30 Mar 2006 16:55:22 GMT

"if the world doesn't understand then the world has to learn"

Wed, 29 Mar 2006 17:06:56 GMT

i don't know who to even trust anymore.

Mon, 20 Mar 2006 16:49:21 GMT

things have been weird.

but sunny. the sun makes living more fun.

i'm so excited for spring.

Wed, 15 Mar 2006 17:47:17 GMT

i apologize for posting this song. or if it's too emo for you. or if it annoys you. if it does then don't read it, but i find it so beautiful.

Well, you say that I treat you like a book on a shelf
I don't take you out that often
Cause I know that I completed you
And that's why you are here
That's the reason you stay here
How awful that must feel
You said you'd be my dream
I could have you every night
And if by morning I'd forgotten you
Well, no big deal, that'd be all right
Cause you're the reoccuring kind
You are the reoccuring kind
You never really leave my mind
Are you the love of my lifetime
Cause there's been times I've had my doubts
We were just kids when I first kissed you
In the attic of my parents' house
And I wish we were there now
I took so long to figure out
What this book has been about
Now I write when I'm away
Letters that you'll never read
You said, "Go explore those other women
The geography of their bodies
But there's just one map you'll need
You're a boomerang you'll see
You will return to me
Well you will you will you will you will you will you will you will
you will you will you will you will you will you will you will
you will you will you will you will you will you will you will'
Cause, if you don't, then this book's all lies
If you don't, then my plans would all be ruined
If you don't, I'll start drinking like the way I drank before
And I just won't have a future anymore

when we were young, about fifteen, decisions never seemed as permanent.

Tue, 14 Mar 2006 23:04:06 GMT

Every ten year-old enemy soldier

sometimes everything seems like before,
walking down the sun lit halls at school.

laughing,
remembering,
forgetting,
living.

it's kind of hard when two people that i love can't get along.

everything can't always be perfect, i guess.

thinks falling bombs are shooting stars sometimes"

Mon, 13 Mar 2006 18:26:10 GMT

i love peoples imperfectiions.

i wouldnt want them any other way.

Fri, 10 Mar 2006 16:49:28 GMT

i've realized that when you know people for a while, their flaws really start to show thru their perfect smiles.

i miss way too many people.

i'm going to have fun at coffee house tonight, i've decided. i havent seen my best friend in over 2 months, and tonight i'll finally see her.

ehhhh.

Thu, 09 Mar 2006 19:28:09 GMT

i'm heaven sent, don't you forget.

hey,

Mon, 06 Mar 2006 16:48:56 GMT

Come on love run with me
Get the hell out of this town
So we can get a better feel for each other
I'll take you, back to, when you
Remembered how you used to
Just live your life a little for me
Take the time to let it go
Step away and watch me grow

So let's get a little closer now
Let's get a little closer now

You say, you say that we're all tied up
And wrapped around in useless, useless states of mind
But at the same time we're still young
We have the time to realize that we were wrong

You can stay if you want to
And I write to you and tell you how you've always been so special to me
You can stay if you want to, and I'll try
You can stay if you want to
And I write to you and tell you how you've always been so special to me
You can stay if you want to, and I'll try

Thu, 02 Mar 2006 16:49:30 GMT

what doesnt kill you makes you stronger.

Fri, 24 Feb 2006 19:20:07 GMT

livejournal is a joke.

*__*

Wed, 08 Feb 2006 22:38:24 GMT

to sum things up:

+driving
+not crashing
-being very hungry right now
+one month
++love
+brand new paint
+brand new canvas
+understanding father
-tired more than usual
+happiness
++sunshine outside

i love rachel.
i love dale.
i love ashley.
i am in love with life and all of it's obsticles and wonderfulness.

i;ve had bad days but my moods still great.
no more psychobitch.

Tue, 17 Jan 2006 21:54:53 GMT

life is wonderful.

dale is great.
i've been talking to ashley more.
it's sunny outside.

there's really not much to say....

:D

To know that you feel the same as I do
Is a three-fold, utopian dream.
You do something to me
that I can't explain.

Sun, 08 Jan 2006 19:07:56 GMT

chyeaaaaah

Fri, 25 Nov 2005 19:19:02 GMT

Go away from my window,
Leave at your own chosen speed.

so the turkey's all put away, and my christmas sprirt is as merry as ever.
my dad said we're going to put up our lights sometime real soon!

droofishay: i'm going to go pee standing up!

lordy, i love drew. he always seems to make me laugh.

and obviously the weather decided to be a bitch today
and me and rachel arent going to go on the board walk.

i looove the board walk at night,
with all the lights everywhere, and the water underneath...
very romantic too. [hence i wanted to go with rachel haha]

okay, i'm done.

I'm not the one you want, babe,
I'm not the one you need.

Thu, 24 Nov 2005 18:08:54 GMT

life's been pretty good, i must say.
in a odd way i'm happy right now, for no paticular reason.

happy thanksgiving, by the way.

i'm thankful for a lot of things, but i'm not actually going to write it all out.
basically my friends, my parents, my phone, my stereo, vitamin water.
you know, the good things.

i love text messages at 3 am.
and i loooove this sunshine that i see outside.
but i wish it would just snow already.
have a good thanksgiving :]

"Gobble gobble goo and gobble gobble gickel,
I wish turkey only cost a nickel.
Oh I love turkey on Thanksgiving."
except i don't actually like turkey.

oh, its what you do to me</fon

but my god its so beautiful when the boy smiles....

Wed, 23 Nov 2005 00:43:32 GMT

wow, life is weird.
i wish i could read minds, know exactly what people are thinking when they are smiling at me.
or hug me.
or look me in the eye.

i wish my whole life wasn't just an akward situation.

i wish i was more spontaneous.

i wish people could read my mind.

i want a boy who will just,like me.
no strings attatched.
no maybes or buts.
who will have picnics with me,
and take me out on dates,
and make me feel better than i really am.

my mom is yelling at me.
bye.

"Must you make me laugh so much?
It's bad enough we get along so well
Say goodnight and go"

Sun, 20 Nov 2005 21:11:16 GMT

i've had a good weekend, and i really can't wait for the holidays.
i can't wait for the first snowfall and the excitement that it brings.
i can't wait till winter break, and christmas lights on peoples houses and fairhaven.
fairhaven is so nice in the winter.

*sigh*

Fri, 18 Nov 2005 05:01:28 GMT

i don't even know.

i'm so tired of boys; and people in general.
i love just sitting at home by myself drinking vitamin water and reading.

today drew decides to tell me that he's never gotten over me.
and i don't really know what to think/feel.
i'm tired of being let down and having my days good or bad all depending on how people treat me;
it should really be up to me,
not anyone else.

i went to teri's funeral today,
i cried.
it was really really sad.
:[

ps/
tomorrow should be a good day:
rachel+bryn+ryan+jake+me=
my house
tolo
and harry potter!!

Fri, 18 Nov 2005 03:01:37 GMT

this isn ' t friends only anymore.
i don ' t care who reads my shit.

Wed, 16 Nov 2005 23:37:55 GMT

HELP!

WHAT SHOULD ME RYAN RACHEL AND JAKE ALL BE FOR TOLO!?

any awesome or unique ideas please?

Tue, 15 Nov 2005 21:45:01 GMT

Will we last through the winter?
Will we make it to see?
I never wanted a partner and I never loved you,
Now you are free to leave.
This heart is already frozen,
I can't remember to fall.
And if I last through the winter,
I swear to you now, I won't call.

Congratulations, go home now.

Tue, 15 Nov 2005 01:20:36 GMT

today was pointless.

" if only you made one gesture or sat a little closer, touched my arm or looked at me for longer than what's appropriate, i would been all over you. "

i tell myself i'm okay
but deep down inside i wish i was her.
i guess shit happens tho.

i've just been avoiding thinking about bad situations and maybe they will go away.
i've been trying to fall asleep every night thinking about
the weather, my friends, my upcoming birhtday;
little innocent happy thoughts.
or something like that.

it's been working.

just run away from your problems, ignore them completely, and never look back.

i like your way of thinking, liza.
not

so i'll sign off without saying goodbye, i hope it hurts to watch me go.

ryan and lizas big adventure

Tue, 08 Nov 2005 05:32:39 GMT

today was soooo long
honors orchestra is killer.

i had a fabulous day today, thanks to ryan o'leary.
we had an adventure.

ENJOY!

ahhh blaine.

first step of adventure.

the open road.

cloudy day.

me and ryan.

burger kinging.

ryan.

mmm. star wars.

he likes to eat apples.

yummm.

down to business.

she makes this face often.

veronica diaz and emma. oh yes.

riding home.

sup emo?

THE END.